Showing posts with label self portrait. Show all posts
Showing posts with label self portrait. Show all posts

Friday, August 3, 2012

Sketchbook Friday: The Battle of the Left Brain Vs the Right Brain


Do you ever feel the right side of your brain struggling with the left side of your brain? Have you ever laid in bed quietly and tried to exercise one side of your brain at a time? Asking yourself to think about something very logically and then very emotionally? These exercises can really be a lot to take in, especially when you start to understand a little about each side of your mind and where it takes you. This sketch was based on that struggle as I sat at work contemplating upcoming life decisions. My mind was switching back and fourth between sides like a teeter-totter with Nos injections at both ends, or like badly played dueling banjos. Granted, while the ticks and tacks of the hailstorm in my head cause me an uneasy feeling, I do respect and cherish the intensity and creativity of those flares. Looking at the drawing now I wonder if I often draw myself as if I was a teenager, since that is often how I feel on the inside, or perhaps I just wish I was a lot younger than I am. The youthful figure at the bottom is definitely an idealistic boyish version of myself.

Each Friday at noon I scan in one new sketch or drawing from one of my many sketchbooks. Many times my sketches are ideas for larger projects that you might find on my fine art website William Hessian dot com, or as projects right here on my Bearded Bunny art blog. If you enjoy these sketches make sure to also see my Favorite 20 sketches from 2011 or go back and check out all of the sketchbook friday posts.

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Friday, June 8, 2012

Sketchbook Friday: My Highlighter Self Portrait



Sitting at an office desk. Drawing on scratch paper. Using my own reflection in the turned off monitor. Coloring with whatever I can find in the drawers, namely a set of highlighters. This drawing is scribbly, loose and not trying to be a hero.

Each Friday at noon I scan in one new sketch or drawing from one of my many sketchbooks. Many times my sketches are ideas for larger projects that you might find on my fine art website William Hessian dot com, or as projects right here on my Bearded Bunny art blog. If you enjoy these sketches make sure to also see my Favorite 20 sketches from 2011 or go back and check out all of the sketchbook friday posts.

If you want to own some of my work, you can always find great deals on my artwork and stickers at my Etsy shop. Do not forget to subscribe to my blog and never miss another post.

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

My 20 Favorite Sketches of 2011



Each year I try to do a different top list of something from the previous year. This year I was flipping through my stacks of sketchbooks and decided to scan and upload my 20 favorite sketches from the past 12 months. For those that know me, my sketch books are filled my private thoughts and odd notes about all sorts of things, many times not something I openly share. I often have over 5 different sketch books following me around.

Before we begin seeing all 20 images, remember that these are MY favorite sketches of the year and they are not my BEST sketches and many of them are really rough. I will explain why I choose each sketch, because many times it was because they reminded me of a certain time and place, some sketches led to bigger ideas or projects, and some of my favorites just make me laugh.

In no particular order, we will start with the image at the top of this post.

#1. Basquiat Scribbles
I spent one night watching The Radiant Child documentary, and then Basquiat the movie. During those six hours (i also watched a bunch of bonus features) I was inspired to draw 20 ink sketches just trying to replicate Basquiat's ability to let himself be free with his visual space. In the end this sketch was blown up to poster size and I painted over it to make two larger paintings. Not many people notice that the two paintings come from the same ink drawing, mainly because of the different orientations.



#2. Wolf Angel
I read Zacharia Sitchin books whenever I get a chance. It really inspired me to study Egyptian and Mayan drawings and I was using a lot of that imagery in my own drawings. This wolf angel was a sketch that ended up as a larger painting. I will be posting the finished painting on my facebook Art page (like me on facebook) soon.



#3 Mandala
All day orientation makes Billy a dull boy. However, much like grad school and college, there is something that sitting in a stagnate room for long periods of time just listening to people talk that makes drawing 10 times as fun. I miss school.



#4 Self portrait
Another micron drawing. I almost included a self portrait sketch I did of myself, but the crudeness of my naked body in that drawing, and the fact that the scan was really bad, forced it to not make this list. The drawing of my face will have to do.



#5 Don't Make Me Play a Song
This summer I was invited back to the International Music Camp to teach art class ( GO LLAMAS!). In a camp filled with 95% music students it is always fun in charge of the fun and exciting art group. IT is easy to be inspired by all the music though. This sketch was to prove to my student that I could draw comic style characters. His back story included his ability to defeat bad guys by playing songs that either made them cry, sing, or dance uncontrollably.



#6 Open Mind
In Portland, Maine I had the pleasure of meeting an incredible group of people that would meet every other week and discuss different topics. My notes always became a jungle of sketches. This particular day was about 'using art & music as tools for change'. I remember this was about the time I met artist Abbeth Russell.



#7 Waggly Holes
This crude sketch was one of those middle of the night, lean over in the darkness, and sketch out this brilliant painting idea. These sketches, like this one, usually do not make much sense in the morning. And if they do make sense, they are usually a lot less brilliant the next day. I really like this sketch, and it reminds me of all the times I have jotted down random ideas and how many times those ideas never go anywhere.



#8 Man Planet
Another sketch from the Salon discussions in Portland Maine. This discussion was about Gender Roles and sparked an incredible debate about many different topics. The sketches while interesting are most important to me because I can remember so many great moments during that discussion where I was learning so much from so many people. You have got to love elephant pants.



#9 Lightning Tongue
Random quick drawings can sometimes result in really fun childlike images. This drawing has a lot of elements I would not typically use for a drawing or a sketch. But in the end I really enjoyed this creature and the interesting animals growing on him.



#10 Jesse's Brush Pen
This drawing makes the list because of my friend Jesse who was actually very present in the salon discussions I mentioned above. I did this drawing many states away from Maine, when I was in Minneapolis. Jesse has spent a large part of the year travelling all over the country and she stayed with me for a few days. She played music, I drew pictures, she made prints and earrings and we sock wrestled. It was a lot of fun. I used her brush pen (which i had not used since I was a little boy) to create this drawing.



#11 The Face
Very similar, and drawn right after, the self portrait up above. I remember sitting in my friend Clints' house, with the entire house to myself for a few months. I took a deep breath, finally feeling done with the transition from Maine, to Michigan, to Minnesota, to North Dakota, to Canada, and back to Minnesota. I finally felt I could rest, and I dove right into my sketchbook to draw these faces. Which were the first things to come out of me.



#12 Occupy
I chose this sketch for two reasons. The first reason is because the octopus on the right side was one of my first ideas for the Occupy Octopi which shows up in one of my larger Occupy paintings (click the link and scroll down a bit to see that painting). The second reason, is because the character on the left makes me laugh. I drew his He-Man action figure-like arm first and the rest was just a series of random shapes. What a goofy looking thing he is. Definately a favorite sketch of mine from 2011.



#13 The Immortal Self
This drawing, done on the back of my schedule, is probably the 50th time I have created an entire epic story line for a graphic novel, feature film, role playing game, or book I plan to write while standing in the Walker Art Center as a gallery monitor. Yes, I guard the art...with my life. Almost never do these stories go any further than a few sketches and notes. This story involves a warrior monk who goes back in time to train his childhood self to become a better warrior. He reveals this to his childhood self by cutting the boy's hand and then showing the boy that the scar appears on his own hand magically. I could spend hours telling you about what they learn together about the politics of time travel and how the first time traveler rules the world by sending himself back in time over and over and over to create an army of himself. But I wont.




#14 Crocked Flower
I remember sitting at Local Sprouts, my favorite place to eat in Portland, Maine and drawing this flower. It was one of the first times I met Kelly Rioux who was working behind the counter. She is this beautiful woman who also turned out to be a great artist. We later collaborated on a large window mural of Local Sprouts in support of the Maine Labor Mural being returned after it was unlawfully taken down by the Governor Paul LePage.




#15 Draw A Thon
One of my very first times on Congress Street was attending the Draw A Thon at the Space Gallery. I met a dozen incredibly talented, peace and politically motivated minded people like Kenny Cole, Brian Reeves, Natasha Mayers and Robert Shetterly just to name a few, who continue to inspire me today. Not to mention a great group of people from Code Pink and Veterans for Peace who were also at these events helping out or protesting. These people changed my life in a million ways. The sketch above was my first idea for a poster for Draw A Thon. While I think it had potential as a design, it really had nothing to do with the Draw A Thon and I scrapped it for a big chubby guy with a missile for a head. Which probably would havemade my Top 20 sketches if I could find it.



#16 Masked Rods
A few times every year I try to brainstorm new sticker ideas. This page was a bunch of my ideas for new stickers. Including some rather controversial masked rods. While nothing has come of any of the drawings on this page, I do think I might explore a few of these themes a little further. I got many of these ideas from some train hopping friends who stopped by to see me in Minneapolis. Although they did drink all my beer, but it was great to meet them.



#17 Dive Art
The Heart Opening studio was one of the most inviting spaces I have ever been in. This yoga studio in Portland, Maine was beautiful and relaxing. However the open space often also made me want to dance, do handstands and run from one side of the room and slide headfirst across the wood floors to the other side. In a moment of brilliance, I decided to dive headfirst across the floor with a big sharpie marker and try to draw a picture in the two seconds I was gliding across the floor. This is what I came up with. It is beautiful. Thanks to Ryan, Mike and Ingrid for egging me on.



#18 The Meg Perry Center
I was invited to put up art shows in three consecutive First Friday Art Walks
in Portland, Maine. Thanks to all my friends at Peace Action Maine, and all my other friends (especially those from Staples) who came to support my art shows, I was able to make new work and have it on display almost immediately. This drawing was the first idea in a series of multiple layered drawings which where painted on glass. You could see through certain parts of the art to another layer below.



#19 Body Painting
I have been involved with Body Painting for a number of years. After meeting Kirk from Kirkworx Dupuis who invited meto join in some black light body painting at a show in Hoboken, New Jersey at the Pudding Factory which was set up by my friend and talented model,Shandra Stark (who I body painted a few years ago). At this time I was also just getting to know a beautiful woman by the name of Dawn. Dawn also seemed willing to be painted for this body painted project, but I ran out of time before leaving the East Coast before proposing my project to Shandra, Dawn and a few others I was hoping to propose this project to.



#20 Basquiat Bookends
This list started with an abstract drawing inspired by Basquiat and ends with one. The drawings from that movie marathon are some of my favorites from the entire year. The odd energy and randomness is just so freeing. While I may be the only one that likes these drawings, they represent an ability to make marks that have a life of their own and not previously positioned by my mind.

The amazing thing about this list of 2o sketches is not all the things and people I met and mentioned, but all of the people and places I did not mention. The year of 2011 was filled with so many amazing people and experiences that I could easily pick out 100 drawings just so I could tell you all about Took and the Derby Girls in Michigan, and about Molly McLain and the Buffalo Gals, and the incredible Youth Activist Gathering. I could tell you about Bill Nybo and the kids from Jamestown North Dakota, and sketches inspired by Portland Pastes activist wheat pasting. Not to mention the things I learned from the Punk Patriot and the green party. Or the incredible Art Group at the Minnehaha Free Space. Or the Canvas Killing in St. Paul. Or the radical art of the Bee Hive Colelctive. Or Talib the giant 10 foot paper mache Phoenix. Or the Two Box Art Battle with Matt Semke. Can you believe this was all from my year in 2011?

I guess if you want to hear about those things you will have to start going through this blog post by post and read all about this crazy year. I suggest you subscribe so you do not miss anything in 2012.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Panda Dragon, Theodore Treehouse and Ladder Portal (week 3)

Panda Dragons are the best kind of dragons. If he accidentally crashes to the ground, he will no doubt suffer a bambooboo.

Here are my drawings from the third week for Art Clash's Fun A Day. The project is to complete one finished drawing each day, during the month of January. You can view the entire collection as it grows to 31 drawings. The collection of drawings will then be mounted and put on display in February. You can also contact me to buy any drawing pre-show for $30, the drawing will then hang in February and be sent to you afterwards.

This drawing is based on Minnesotan artist Judy Onofrio. The story behind my awareness of Onofrio's work is that my grandma Helen attended an art talk by Judy Onofrio. My Grandma had spoken to the artist, and she invited us to visit her gallery. In Maine, I looked up her work and was inspired to draw one of her sculptures.


Abstract Monsters
Figure Drawing session.

Theodore Treehouse is a local band here in Portland, Maine. I have been lucky enough to be turned in their direction and attend a few of their live shows. I was inspired after seeing their show, when I went home I was inspired to draw this treehouse. I now wish I lived here.


The Ladder Portal self portrait was inspired by Matt Semke's drawing, "Oh sure climb right in there's plently of room". Semke's drawing are always conceptually and visually inspiring and this was one of my recent favorites. I check his website everyday.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

I am William Hessian



text reads:

"hi, my name is william hessian. i am a 28 year old artist. i am messy.
i am a nerd/dork. i have dandruff, i am both dirty and messy. i enjoy
staying up late into the night painting and drawing. i have no kids.
and even less money. i am a vegetarian."

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Watercolor Self Portraits using a grid



I taught an art class a few weeks ago, focusing on drawing our own faces using a grid system. We used mirrors (you can preferably used printed photos) with a grease pencil grid drawn on it. Then we created a grid on a sheet of paper and transferred each square from the mirror onto the paper. The two biggest difficulties with using a mirror instead of a photo is depth perception, and making sure you line up in the mirror the same place each time. Using a photograph makes things a lot easier.

After sketching in our faces, we then used watercolors to try to add color to our faces. Many of the adults in the class had little to no experience and made some really great results, here are three samples I was able to photograph and then my own:

Please note these were all done in one hour.






I strongly suggest trying this method on your own, because it is a great learning experience, and an easy way to make a very good portrait. Chuck Close is rumored to use a similar grid system in his amazing over-sized portraits. If you do not know Chuck Close check out the link, his work is amazing.

Friday, September 25, 2009

7 photos










a few nights ago, trying to ignore sleep, I decided to take a few photographs. These are all unedited photos from an hour long photo shoot in the middle of the night at my apartment. I do not altogether like the colors, and lack of contrast I get with my digital camera, and did try editing a number of these photos with GIMP, but in the end I wanted to post my raw favorites. They all seem to act as a cumulative self portrait in a way.

I am inspired by Kris Ericson's photo blog, Jesse Valley's upcoming fall photo show, and Argente Photographie.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Ripple Self Portrait




Yesterday, I recieved a comment on my myspace advertising an open call to artists. The open call asked for portrait work to be created and then mailed to Ripple Portrait in England. It is a worldwide show displaying postcards from potentially anywhere in the world.

Here is the post I found on myspace:




I also browsed around the Ripple Online website and found some very neat projects that they are working on. I suggest any part time or full time artist checking out the website and participating in the Ripple Portrait project.

My Portrait

A few nights ago, prior to knowledge of this show, I could not sleep and ended up sketches 3 quick self portraits. I then used those sketches to create my mailable postcard as seen in the picture above. I use ball point pens and prismacolor markers to complete my self portrait. I am looking forward to seeing it appear on the ripple website and having it hanging on a wall in england.

If you are an artist and you do join in the portrait project, please send my a picture and link and I will add you to my blog.

For other art projects please see: the Tower of Bunnies, the blog featuring my portrait of three girls, and Skin Art
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